I've been missing the ground that your feet used to tread.
I've been missing the taste of your morning cups of coffee on your breath.
I swear it makes me happy knowing you'll be exactly where you want to be in your life.
I just can't say I believe in divinity but every time I see you smile I swear you look holy.
Your pink hair dye's in my sink.
Your makeup still stains my bedsheets and I hope to god it'll never leave.
I don't want to fall asleep because I don't wanna wake up and watch you go in the morning.
I don't wanna fall asleep because I don't wanna wake up and feel like I've lost everything.
So I'll pretend I'm fine but it won't be easy.
I spent my summer on your basement floor, I never wanted it to end.
Run your fingers through my hair again, I just wish I could see you, my best friend.
'Cause I miss you, I'll be there soon.
from A Demo
released October 11, 2016
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